i feel tht i in fucking shit hell !!
God why do you give a very serious allegations to me ?
my patience level is not enough for all the allegations that you provide. but I'm trying to get sober !  
i still love him ! but his not for me
* i is no longer for u to be my best partner kan ? :'(
i wish tht u will get btter girlfriend than me , and i hope tht u will be fine and happy with her :')
im sorry you !! should I do to make you happy . 
thank you for the everything <3